March 2011
Dear thigh fat; move towards my breasts or gtfo.
I say I'm not pretty. Not because I'm looking for...
Every girl has her bestfriend, boyfriend, and true love. You’re lucky if they’re all the same person.
You know something's wrong with me when,
My smile just doesn’t reach my eyes.
Sit there staring at something for the longest time.
Look up and continuously blink.
Give a heavy sigh and shake my head.
Only smile when something’s hilarious.
Sit while hugging my knees.
Mindlessly scribble.
Completely alone not even attempting to be with someone.
Rest my head on your shoulder.
When you ask if something is wrong and I say ‘I’m...
But on that night
Dad stagger in, eyes eerily lit.
The corners of his mouth foaming spit.
His demons planned an overnight stay,
Mom motioned to take the girls away,
Hide them in their rooms, safe in their beds.
We close the doors, covered our heads,
As if blankets could mute the sounds of his blows,
Or we could silence herr screams beneath our pillows.
I hugged the littlest ones close to my chest,
...
You see all these couples making out on tumblr,...
hahahaha, this was what I was thinking earlier.
